Lyrics

I'm standing on the front line, like I'm ready for war, ayy
And baby if I'm standing all alone, then what am I fighting for
Oh, I know I'm not perfect, I feel like I'm worth it
I know this rejection is only for my protection

I know I can do better alone, oh yeah
Lies on top of lies, tears create a river
Didn't wanna look at myself, no need for mirrors
Couldn't find the purpose, why am I in your circus

Didn't know that I was a clown
Round and round in circles, why can't I see it
Thought that we would ride to the end, I can't believe it
You were only down for yourself, why would you treat me

Like I wasn't wearing the crown
I'm choosing me
I gotta get back to the way I love myself
And if I don't, how can I love somebody else

I was so crazy in love, too much time I invested
Now I regret
I'm choosing me
I gotta get back to the way I love myself

And if I don't, how can I love somebody else
I was so crazy in love, too much time I invested
Now I regret
I'm choosing me

Now I regret
You could've had the full amount, now my heart's on empty
Hid the truth when I try to pull it out
You ain't want it, should've let me know

I don't pretend when I go deep, never stepped out
Feet ten toes down, should've left then when you was fucking around
But I stayed trying to fix myself like I was cracked
Telling me you fucked with me while you were stabbing my back

You know how many times I could've pulled off
Been that nigga, had my own shit
I figured we was gon' see the world and do things
Stack up the bank account, we shining

Now I gotta clean shit up
Ain't it funny when you hurt me, you telling me I'm bringing shit up
Please, you call your girls and I'm wrong
Had my trust and it's gone, no more trips

Failed too many times, rebound quick
Focus on the bread, I ain't pulling no tricks
On my A game, my gears on shift
Don't come around when I'm making shit hit

I still got love for you
But now you gotta watch me glow up
Get my shine on, crown on, living the dream
You could've been a part of the team, I choose me

I'm choosing me
I gotta get back to the way I love myself
And if I don't, how can I love somebody else
I was so crazy in love

Too much time, I invested
Now I regret
I'm choosing me
I gotta get back to the way I love myself

And if I don't, how can I love somebody else
I was so crazy in love
Too much time, I invested
Now I regret

I'm choosing me
I'm choosing me
I gotta get back to the way I love myself
I'm choosing me

I'm choosing me